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Tuesday, March 5, 2013

42 years and actually proud of it

 Normally I look back at the year and say to myself...ok your 29...again.... are you smarter?  What did you accomplish this year?  What was the best thing that happened and how are you going to make next year even better....This Birthday is very different

One year ago today I had made the decision that I was ready, that I was in the right place, with the right person and I allowed myself to start dreaming of Cooper.  (not knowing if Cooper was going to be a Cooper or not).  It is amazing that the one thing I have been hoping for all my life actually came true.

He actually exists...He is here and he is perfect!  All the worries I had while I was pregnant, all the things he and I went through together as one..........and we made it!

Now I just look at him all the time and tell him how happy I am that we finally found each other.  All the years that went by with me saying "nope, not the right time".  I am so happy that this was the right time.  I feel like the past 22 years have been a complete learning cycle for me so that I may be the best, most awesome mom ever!

In the past 6 years I have become Smoke Free, ran two Marathons 2 1/2 Marathons, made a great career for myself and had the most beautiful little boy in the entire world!
What is there not to be proud of!  

This year will be a year of strength and dignity.

 This year I vow to be the type of person that I want Cooper to learn from.

This year I vow to be a mother of strength, love, wisdom, care, smiles and most of all.....kisses.












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