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Friday, November 1, 2013

My heart aches

This weekend is the first weekend that Cooper and I are going more than 24 hours without seeing each other in months.  My heart is aching for him.  I never knew that I could love this much, feel this much, ache this much.  I look back on all my past "love" relationships and there was nothing this strong.  This is definitely one of the most difficult trials I have and ever will endure.  I will get to see my little guy tomorrow night.  I keep counting the minutes.  I hope he is having fun with his Daddy and his Big Brother.  But I also worry about what his little mind is thinking.  I have changed some of my classes for next years semester to Early Childhood Developement so I can best know how to help my little guy through all this.  I think by understanding what he thinks of this whole situation I may feel better about it myself.
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Come what may and love it!

Learn to Laugh at Adversity, Things that trouble you won't seem so troubling if you Learn to Laugh, and the Memories will be sweeter.

Be thankful for everything God has given you.

Be patient, but remember patience does not mean sitting around waiting for something to happen, patience requires actively working toward a worthwhile goal all the while not getting discouraged if results do not some swiftly.