Understanding

This is my life, it seems that when I think I am doing ok, the cruel people of the world just sneak right back in and throw you down.  I never knew I would even know such a cruel person, I never dreamed Matt would bring the woman he had an affair with him to pick up Cooper.  We always decided it was best to never put Brayden through that, let alone Cooper through that.  The worst part was watching Cooper, he knows me so well, I know he saw his mommy sad and hurt.

I am not the best person, but I don't think I am the worst.  One day I hope Cooper and I are hiking up Aspen Grove looking at the beautiful scenery around us and know that we are finally loved and finally home.

Some days aren't so sad as this one, It's just a day I had to face I guess.  Whats the lesson here.  Try to be kind, but do not allow your kindness to be used anymore.  No matter what you want to believe about a person, pay less attention to his words and more attention to his actions.  It is his actions that will show you his true character.  Be as brave as a lion, always remember, the person who stands brave, but also stands with kindness and respect is the person who will ultimately find success in any endeavor.